Aug 05, 2004 23:24
So my dad has managed to keep me from doing what I want to do again. Is it doing drugs? Stealing cars? Oh hell no, its volunteering at a museum 50 miles from here for one saturday. He feels that I have no business going there to volunteer when I havent been there before and don't know most of the people. Well then how in the hell am I going to ever get to know anyone??? After all its not like in 10 days Im going to be left to live with total strangers for 6 months. I was also told I can't go to Rough River tomarrow with the CHURCH YOUTH! because HE didn't think I needed to go. Honestly WTF? Im leaving in a little more than a week..... I am so damn sick of him doing this kind of control freak stupid shit..... I hate to do this to my mom and sister but I highly doubt that I will be coming home for any period of time before at least Thanksgiving, and even then it might not be to this home, probably my grandparents house. I love my dad a lot, but living with him or chained to him I cannot and will not tolerate any longer. Ive got to get the hell outa this house and go to college. I just thank God that I got a full-ride so Im not financially chained to him. Im 19, and Im my own man, but Im still getting fucking dicked around over stupid shit like an 8 year old. Soon, this like everything else, will end.