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//firewall against the Cleveland gang except for Willow
I really don't want the others knowing about this yet, or at all so I'm keeping this firewalled.
I talked to Willow a few days ago, and I guess it helped me clear my head a little. I still don't know what to do, but...
My dad called earlier in the week no idea how he got our number, I gave him a fake one when I was visiting to "inform" me or whatever the hell he thinks he's doing, that Deryk, my brother, was apparently spotted in New York. I didn't bother to ask how he knew, my dad has his ways, and I could care less.
But Deryk's been missing for a few years, so this kinda weirded me out. He hated living with my dad and the bitch from hell my stepmom as much as I did, so he took off soon after I went to England. He was always kind of a hardass, so I never worried too much about him. I thought he could take care of himself.
He's a vampire. I didn't know that until I got here. I had some info on where he was spotted last, so I went to look for him; needless to say I found him. I just can't believe it... he was the one always there for me when I was little, and now that I'm a fucking Slayer I can't even protect him. Dammit!
I'm at a loss at what to do. I think I know what I need to, but... I just don't know if I can.
Tomorrow... I think I'm going hunting.
//end firewall
I really don't want the others knowing about this yet, or at all so I'm keeping this firewalled.
I talked to Willow a few days ago, and I guess it helped me clear my head a little. I still don't know what to do, but...
My dad called earlier in the week no idea how he got our number, I gave him a fake one when I was visiting to "inform" me or whatever the hell he thinks he's doing, that Deryk, my brother, was apparently spotted in New York. I didn't bother to ask how he knew, my dad has his ways, and I could care less.
But Deryk's been missing for a few years, so this kinda weirded me out. He hated living with my dad and the bitch from hell my stepmom as much as I did, so he took off soon after I went to England. He was always kind of a hardass, so I never worried too much about him. I thought he could take care of himself.
He's a vampire. I didn't know that until I got here. I had some info on where he was spotted last, so I went to look for him; needless to say I found him. I just can't believe it... he was the one always there for me when I was little, and now that I'm a fucking Slayer I can't even protect him. Dammit!
I'm at a loss at what to do. I think I know what I need to, but... I just don't know if I can.
Tomorrow... I think I'm going hunting.
//end firewall