Aug 28, 2006 20:47
well y'all. i'm back in biz.
am i in the best mood? no, not really. i'm pretty much a sad mess, hah. that's expected. mom and andy left today. i was pretty strong and didn't cry, but i cried a few times before and a little after. i'm crying right now, actually. it doesn't help knowing aunt flow is due in town any time. this may sound horrible, but it's really not. i'm more sad that andy's gone than i am about my mom gone. i've been away from her before, and it's different when it's a physical, emotional, spiritual relationship with someone, y'know? i miss him a ton. feels like a knot in my throat that won't go away. i miss him already, crazy.
anyways, my roommate is actually an italian, yup, 100% imported from italy! her name is stefania, and she's a psy-d student finishing up her degree. pretty cool huh? we don't talk much, both of us come and go at different times.
my program seems pretty good so far, it being only the first day. i know it's gonna be a helluva program and it has a nice reputation nation-wide. hard to believe that, coming from gallaudet, eh?
well. i'm off to decorate my room to make it a little more bearable. i hope all is well with you and i'll be reading your posts soon.