talk to me~!~
i feel like... idk... its werid. i feel really scared an alone i feel like idk... i dont know why i feel like this. i have no reason to feel like this. well... not true. i have this fear that i cant really say cause the fear of someone reading it. i dont know what to do, i shouldnt feel this way. i should be the happiest guy in the world right now i mean i have edwin, im most likely going to move out by the end of the summer, im finaly out of school. yet of course i do wish i saw edwin more, im giong crazy trying to find a job so i can move out, an i already miss all my friends from school. but theirs one thing that is killing me that i fear soo much but im scared to do anything about it. i wish i could talk to someone but no one seems to want to listen. i know i tend to jut keep everything to my self an no want to talk to anyone about my feelings or anything like that but i do just i cant just ask for help i usally trying giving off hints something is wrong but guess people just dont get it. i mean look at me here im pretty much screaming for someone to talk to me but yeh iv done this many times before an no one seems to care or just to bussy for me. but yeh w/e i guess im just a werid person i mean sometimes i just need to talk to someone about w/e i just need some kind of human contact or something so i call everyone that i can hopeing maybe someone would talk to me. i do get some people to but they are the quiet types so yeh i sit their pretty much crying in silence but yeh w/e im werid anyways yeh just needed to let some of this out so yeh if ya decide to talk to me message me or call if ya dont got the number then ur probly not someone i want to talk to lol j/k