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not sure how long it has been since ive been here. lately ive been a massive insomniac. im getting paranoid about my last year of high school. this is it people!!! its so strange, i feel such regret. i feel like after high school my life is ending. its not bad, i just hate not having anything to do. i cant stay at home doing nothing all day. im going to go to college but i dont want to go right away. kristen sais if i dont go right after i get out of high school ill never go. i know ill go because im ambitious, and i want my nephew and niece to be proud of me when im older. im just not sure what i want to be yet. ive always been interested in photography, detective stuff, and computers. i know how to do construction stuff which pays very well. i mostly dont want to be stuck in one place my entire life. i want to travel and i intend to. ive always wanted to go to japan, and i think that i will. ive been cutting back on the games lately too, ive been reading much more. it sucks that most of my friends arent very ambitious they talk about doing things and never act on it. next year in school i have a very crowded schedule. english 4, geoometry connect, integrated D, spanish 2, woods 2, forensics 1&2, health, and photography. i wish i had another class so i could take a computer class, but ive taken the only good ones. im doing all electives in stuff i would consider for a career. im also considering the marines as well it pays for school and i would like the training.im even considering writing a book, althought the topic is still blury. wow, i guess when i said coming to louisiana id have time to think i guess i was right. i even thinkk its time i attempt to get into a relationship again. its gonna be an interesting year. well im out to go mail a letter, bye