dire night gets hungry
i want to make a shirt
hungry
until
omega*
*greek letter, not entire word.
i remember when i first got off the bus yesterday how good i felt. everything new and humming. people actually told me i was a nice guy. today was crap. i got some job information, very good indeed. then it went sour when i went to the fair. i wasted 6 hours of my life i could have spent trying to make myself happy. being there alone only reminded me what a stupid and lonely kid i used to be and mostly still am. nobody knows me here. some homosexual wouldn't leave me alone and made me very uncomfortable by hitting on me. a cute girl i met dropped everything and left to be with some "hunky guy." worst yet: i went to see a hypnotism act, and the performer called me on the stage by saying "you, the goofy looking guy." FUCKIN ASS. i only had a good time when i asked some man how to leave the fair and get a bus. there were some other things that happened that were kind of nice. i argue with some fundamentalist about how i felt that christ was both a taoist at hart and an atheist. i ripped apart a six page pamphlet, sowed it back together with a sowing machine in the 'art hut' and the drew all over it. i finally thumbtakked it to the sign leading into the "young dumb student artist" section. cute phrases that randomly came to mind.
this is what you desire.
it is here, can you see it?
god, tao, whatever
sunflower dying
sweat smells of rots and stinks
underpass in the rain
i am in love with pathetic things
urban decay
heaven is only in your mind, but oh well
i thought the art was typical me stuff. to bad you cant see it. oh well, maybe that is best. everything transient.
cheer up broken down me.
hungry
until
omega*
*greek letter, not entire word.
i remember when i first got off the bus yesterday how good i felt. everything new and humming. people actually told me i was a nice guy. today was crap. i got some job information, very good indeed. then it went sour when i went to the fair. i wasted 6 hours of my life i could have spent trying to make myself happy. being there alone only reminded me what a stupid and lonely kid i used to be and mostly still am. nobody knows me here. some homosexual wouldn't leave me alone and made me very uncomfortable by hitting on me. a cute girl i met dropped everything and left to be with some "hunky guy." worst yet: i went to see a hypnotism act, and the performer called me on the stage by saying "you, the goofy looking guy." FUCKIN ASS. i only had a good time when i asked some man how to leave the fair and get a bus. there were some other things that happened that were kind of nice. i argue with some fundamentalist about how i felt that christ was both a taoist at hart and an atheist. i ripped apart a six page pamphlet, sowed it back together with a sowing machine in the 'art hut' and the drew all over it. i finally thumbtakked it to the sign leading into the "young dumb student artist" section. cute phrases that randomly came to mind.
this is what you desire.
it is here, can you see it?
god, tao, whatever
sunflower dying
sweat smells of rots and stinks
underpass in the rain
i am in love with pathetic things
urban decay
heaven is only in your mind, but oh well
i thought the art was typical me stuff. to bad you cant see it. oh well, maybe that is best. everything transient.
cheer up broken down me.