KILL ME, UN LIVE!
wow. guess who the biggest loser in the world is? yours truely. last nigt ben and i hung out. we went to CCRI and then to strawberries to sell cd's. after that we hopped on a bus downtown, and then began the search for alcohol. we ran into anika and her friend, on out way to federal hill. anika's friend was only 16 and this liquor store served her, later on ben got her number. after that we started the walk to east coast, before we got there, we saw amy and ian. she told me she just called me and i wasnt home, obviously. but she needed a place to crash, so of course i told her she could stay here. i saw this as a good opportunity to tell her how i feel about her, but no, nothing, im such a fucking loser. she just went to work, and tomarrow night, i think we're drinking and going to hell. gah i get so dumbfounded around her, i so badly want to tell her.. :( but i suck.