oh mister please.
ahh well the past few days have been pretty rad. let's see, saturday night ben and i took a bus to the city and we walked to federal hill to see amy at east coast. im going to tell you right now folks, i love amy. also, walking back to KP i had an ephifany, i realized i loath annette. and now that i think of it, i think i always did, she was always shitty with me, amy was always as nice as a person could be. there was a point where i'd wait all day just to see amy. and i think i wanted annette, because i knew i could never have her as more than a friend. i mean did love her, but i always knew, even before bryan, i knew i'd never have her, but i always did really like amy. and now im wishing i said fuck annette a long long time ago. i mean, when i walked into east coast, i was just blown away. shes so beautiful, and to be honest i'd do/give anything to be with her. and i guess its a good thing she doesnt check her journal, cause id rather her not read this. the other night after me and annette fought i vowed that i'd never date anyone, at least for a few years, but if i could date amy, i would in a heartbeat. gawd, im so lame. but i mean i always had a mega crush on amy, and i have had some of the best conversation with her., and!... she has good taste in music. ahhhh, im a sucker.