me and netty p2.

Sep 24, 2004 22:16


candy glampire: how was your walk to mobile?
FemLvsJyDvisn420: the store up the street was open
FemLvsJyDvisn420: went there instead
candy glampire: oh
candy glampire: i talked to btw
candy glampire: to ron*
candy glampire: everything is cool..
FemLvsJyDvisn420: i hope so
FemLvsJyDvisn420: by the way
candy glampire: irrelevant either way.
FemLvsJyDvisn420: what did you say to billy which would explain why someone said he thinks bryan and i dont wanna see him
candy glampire: i dont get the question
candy glampire: what did i say to who? and who doesnt wanna see you and bryan?
FemLvsJyDvisn420: i forgot who i heard it from...
candy glampire: i dont know what your asking me.
FemLvsJyDvisn420: but someone said billy told them you said we dont want to see him anymore
candy glampire: i dont recall ever say ing that, but i did at some tell him, that you guys said you can onmly handle him in doses.
FemLvsJyDvisn420: when and why?
candy glampire: when:sometime before he left.

FemLvsJyDvisn420: refreshing to hear some honesty by the way... i really expected you to play dumb
candy glampire: why: somehow you guys came up, and i said hve you seen them, and he said no, and then we talked about the situation, months back and i said that guys said that
FemLvsJyDvisn420: which would do good for who?
candy glampire: and like i said 1,000 times i wouldnt lie to you, of all people
candy glampire: couldnt tell ya
FemLvsJyDvisn420: thanks
candy glampire: it was just conversation really. i didnt say it in a bad mean way
candy glampire: he mighta taken it wrong, ::shrugs::
FemLvsJyDvisn420: yeah im sure
candy glampire: is that sarcasm i detect?
FemLvsJyDvisn420: yup
candy glampire: whatever
FemLvsJyDvisn420: those words never came from my mouth anyway
candy glampire: i heard you
FemLvsJyDvisn420: and by you saying that i never hear from him or see him at all
FemLvsJyDvisn420: and another thing eric
candy glampire: come again?
FemLvsJyDvisn420: in case you talk to billy just remind him....
FemLvsJyDvisn420: anything that comes outta you is a lie
FemLvsJyDvisn420: and anything i've said to you is a lie
candy glampire: i know.
candy glampire: i've always known
FemLvsJyDvisn420: everything i said to you through that whole period was to protect myself and you from anymore awkward situations
candy glampire: i know
candy glampire: im not stupid
candy glampire: your so full of shit. i always knew
candy glampire: everyone told me but i didnt care
candy glampire: still dont
FemLvsJyDvisn420: by saying i didnt wanna see anyone alot anymore meant that those nights with you pouting there in the corner got tired and fucking old
FemLvsJyDvisn420: you played the whole thing as an act on top of it
FemLvsJyDvisn420: you never fucking liked me or had any feelings for me
candy glampire: :::laughs::
candy glampire: i didnt?
candy glampire: ok.. whatever you say
FemLvsJyDvisn420: you use anything you can as a ploy to get some sympathetic attention
candy glampire: uh huh.
candy glampire: that's me.
candy glampire: im glad your telling me this netty.
FemLvsJyDvisn420: you didnt want anyone in that whole group to be in a couple unless you were 50% of said couple
FemLvsJyDvisn420: quoting you
candy glampire: ohhhhn yeaaahhhhhh
FemLvsJyDvisn420: you wouldve done this to anyone not just me
FemLvsJyDvisn420: you cant love
candy glampire: wow. you really have smoked yourself fucking stupid.
FemLvsJyDvisn420: you are too full of yourself
FemLvsJyDvisn420: im stupid?
candy glampire: yes very
FemLvsJyDvisn420: i credit my intelligence for never letting myself get fucked over by someone like you
candy glampire: whatever man.
FemLvsJyDvisn420: and thats juast what you'd have done if you got your way
candy glampire: what do you me to say, call you a bunch of names? i know thats what your trying to do.
FemLvsJyDvisn420: no i just expect that
candy glampire: well, its not gonna happen, cause i dont care what you think you know, i do care about you, even right now when your trying yo hurt me, but its fine, i dont really have feelings of my that can get hurt.
FemLvsJyDvisn420: eric i think almost everyday... i could have made a whole diffrent choice by being with you
candy glampire: you never would have been wth me and i allllllwayyyys knew
FemLvsJyDvisn420: and i think about how much i wouldve gotten stepped on
candy glampire: but i still hopedd
candy glampire: your wrong
FemLvsJyDvisn420: just the way you do now
FemLvsJyDvisn420: and you did when i was with matt
candy glampire: i step on you?
candy glampire: i did?
FemLvsJyDvisn420: you hurt me with everything you say
FemLvsJyDvisn420: everytime you insult who im with or have been with
candy glampire: what do i say to hurt you?
FemLvsJyDvisn420: a long time ago when we used to hang out
FemLvsJyDvisn420: i dont know how i did it
FemLvsJyDvisn420: you would say everything in your power to hurt me
FemLvsJyDvisn420: only thinking of yourself and what you would get out of the situation
candy glampire: not true. i didnt think it hurt you, i always thought we were jokin
candy glampire: whats that supposed to mean
FemLvsJyDvisn420: i loved matt too and every word you spoke about him made me hurt
FemLvsJyDvisn420: and you'd see me cry
FemLvsJyDvisn420: and never take credit
FemLvsJyDvisn420: always blame him
FemLvsJyDvisn420: for his past
FemLvsJyDvisn420: and his faults
candy glampire: i dont believe this shit
FemLvsJyDvisn420: you didnt help me
FemLvsJyDvisn420: you fucking hurt me
candy glampire: so what are you deriving out of all this netty.
FemLvsJyDvisn420: you should have known
FemLvsJyDvisn420: and you fucking killed your own relationship at the same time
FemLvsJyDvisn420: erin loved you
FemLvsJyDvisn420: couldve loved you more
candy glampire: o m g
FemLvsJyDvisn420: and you fucking crushed her
FemLvsJyDvisn420: for no fucking reason
candy glampire: why are you brgining t.hat up
candy glampire: there was a reason
candy glampire: and i didnt try to crush her
FemLvsJyDvisn420: and i told you you would feel like that one day and maybe change
FemLvsJyDvisn420: and you got off on being even more cruel
candy glampire: well you were right
candy glampire: is that what you want to hear?.
FemLvsJyDvisn420: you didnt have a reason then and your reasons now are even worse
FemLvsJyDvisn420: you just hurt her cause it was fun
FemLvsJyDvisn420: you knew it and so did i
candy glampire: FUCK YOY
FemLvsJyDvisn420: and thats fucking wrong
candy glampire: stop right there
candy glampire: ths just fucking proves you do not now or did you ever know me
candy glampire: and that out so called friendship was a waste
FemLvsJyDvisn420: you labled it
FemLvsJyDvisn420: both times
candy glampire: im glad this is out in the open
FemLvsJyDvisn420: friendship... waste... whatever.... your the one who puts it in every category its ever been in
candy glampire: so its like that now? ok, i see.,.
candy glampire: i dont know what your trying to do here.
FemLvsJyDvisn420: of course
FemLvsJyDvisn420: you get nothing out of it
candy glampire: trying to make me feel like shit? working.
FemLvsJyDvisn420: you wouldnt understand
FemLvsJyDvisn420: you did that to me all night
FemLvsJyDvisn420: dont like it?
candy glampire: how could i, you just BLAM! throw all this at me
candy glampire: then why do you talk to me if i hurt you so
FemLvsJyDvisn420: good question
candy glampire: im used to feeling like shit, so it makes no difference
FemLvsJyDvisn420: i really did care about you
FemLvsJyDvisn420: you make it so confusing
candy glampire: lie
FemLvsJyDvisn420: and hard
FemLvsJyDvisn420: to be your friend
candy glampire: your the fucking liar
candy glampire: you know what my problem was.
FemLvsJyDvisn420: and the day at my house with erin just proved
candy glampire: i couldnt jus tbe friends with you
candy glampire: FUCK ERIN MAN
FemLvsJyDvisn420: you were a cruel person
candy glampire: why must you constantly bering her up2.
FemLvsJyDvisn420: it stuck
FemLvsJyDvisn420: i dont fucking know
FemLvsJyDvisn420: after you broke up it was all downhill
candy glampire: you were never my friend netty.
FemLvsJyDvisn420: i liked who you were when you were with her
candy glampire: it makes perfect sende now
candy glampire: sense
FemLvsJyDvisn420: not the kind of friend you wanted
candy glampire: you werent a friend period
FemLvsJyDvisn420: im not gonna be a fucking joke for you to laugh at
FemLvsJyDvisn420: fuck that\
candy glampire: how would you be a joke
FemLvsJyDvisn420: i never trusted you
FemLvsJyDvisn420: everyone that ever turned thier back on you was being laughed at same second
FemLvsJyDvisn420: i know i was too
candy glampire: no you werent.
candy glampire: you were the only one that wasnt.
FemLvsJyDvisn420: i did it too i admit it... but not to EVERYONE... and not you
candy glampire: i dont give a flying fuck if you bvelieve it or not
candy glampire: im sorry you felt and thought like that. thats all i can say really
FemLvsJyDvisn420: fine
candy glampire: i mean this is bullshit and you know it
candy glampire: FemLvsJyDvisn420: you never fucking liked me or had any feelings for me thats what really pisses me the fuck off
candy glampire: thats complete and utter bullshit
FemLvsJyDvisn420: i dont know
candy glampire: this was a good learning experience for me,
candy glampire: note to self** never ever ever let you yourself fall in love or give a fuck about anyone else, cause they will lie to you the entire tenure of your friendshiip
FemLvsJyDvisn420: not true
candy glampire: very fucking true.
FemLvsJyDvisn420: only if you live to make them feel like shit
candy glampire: because of you and this i will never ever let myself care about someone else
FemLvsJyDvisn420: wont be hard
FemLvsJyDvisn420: you never did
candy glampire: fuck you. i did,
candy glampire: you were the one exception
FemLvsJyDvisn420: if you did it wouldnt be like this
candy glampire: how can i help you ended up with bryan netty
candy glampire: you always liked him, sowhat could i do
FemLvsJyDvisn420: if i mattered... what you said would hold true... and no matter what... we would've still at least kept in touch
candy glampire: i couldnt, i refused to be around him
candy glampire: and how am i full of myself
FemLvsJyDvisn420: then your a liar
candy glampire: i do not think all that highly of me
FemLvsJyDvisn420: you think of you
FemLvsJyDvisn420: 24/7
candy glampire: how am i lair cause i wont hang out with your boyfriend
FemLvsJyDvisn420: high or low
candy glampire: cause everytime i seen you guys togeher i wantd to fucking die
FemLvsJyDvisn420: he was your friend too
candy glampire: was
FemLvsJyDvisn420: agghhh
FemLvsJyDvisn420: fuck
candy glampire: until he stabbed me in the back.
FemLvsJyDvisn420: i cant do this
candy glampire: and you call me a fucking liar
candy glampire: "eric i love you" "eric i care about you" "eric come lay next to me" "i hate bryan hes a leech"
candy glampire: your so fake
candy glampire: oh you wanna dish it but you cant take it.
candy glampire: lets talk about lies then while we're on the subject....
candy glampire: me: are you and bryan going out?
you: i wouldnt call it going out
me: what would call it?
you: more.... like hanging out
me: ::sad face::
.... a week later...

you: yu'll never guess what happened last nght
me: what?
you: he popped a boner
me: EW THATS FUCKIN SICK
you: bryan's amakeout fiend andhe cries alot
candy glampire: yah that nots dating
candy glampire: netttty..?
candy glampire: well, its getting later and im not gonna let you be like this towards me, have a nice life with bryan i guess, until it hits four years and he steals somone elses best friend and leaves you... wait what does this remind us of... LINDSEY
what was it on those rings they had "true love never dies" no but apparently if your bryan only four years till its crippled.
candy glampire: whatever.
candy glampire: im glad to know you never trusted me,.
candy glampire: thats awesome
candy glampire: i still love you, whether you believe it or care, or not.
candy glampire: <3
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