Aug 03, 2005 10:51
I woke up in a strange mood today, just kind of "blah"... so a friend of mine gave me the Charlie and the Chocolate Factory Soundtrack to listen to "Here, this will make you happy".... well, I love Danny Elfman music.. but wow, actually listening to these songs, its making me angry or frustrated or something I cant figure out lol
Its has a very demented sound to it, kinda like what I think schitzo's hear in thier minds every day lol
Dream, last night I had a dream that I was at work, I brough my lunch with me (as I usually do) and I was having what appeared to be either tuna salad or chicken salad on triscut crackers, grapes and cottage cheese, in my dream I was just having lunch, and I took a bite of the cottage cheese and kept eating, the second bite of cottage cheese I took a bite and it was sour! Like it had been sitting on a dashboard of a car for 3 days in the Oklahoma Heat.... I started to spit it out, and the taste would not go away! I was in a slight panic, because I have a fear of vomiting, once I start I cant stop... chain reaction, vomit is gross, even if its my own, my own vomit makes me want to vomit.. anyway, I am just freaking out trying to get this taste out of my mouth, spitting, rinsing and everything I could do to get the sour curdled funk out of my mouth... I threw the cottage cheese container into the trash (lid was off) and then it hit the bottom and then cottage cheese juice squirted out at me and got on me, so I was tasting it, and then I was smelling like sour chunked cheese... it was horrible. Then I woke up... in a "blah" mood.. what the hell does that dream mean? How disgusting can a dream get!!!!!!!!!! BLah!!!!!!!!!