new day
so today i am feeling better i guess. matt always makes me feel better. like i will always have a warm home waiting for me whenevr. god i love that man. sometimes i wonder if this is the path i am supposed to be on in life. but with matt its like i KNOW this is what i'm supposed to be doing. he is the only thing i am completely comfortable with, the only thing i am completely sure of. its like it was fate, meant to be from that first day in Head Start when we were 4 years old. god i know its sounds mushy but thats just how it is. now not to say we dont hve our fights or bad days...everyone does and to say its always perfect would be dumb since, hello! we are human and humans are not perfect by their very nature. but what we are, and what we have is right. i couldnt imagine life without him, nor do i want to. wow this was not supposed to be a gush-fest about my love for this incredible person. but o well haha.
weird how after so long i am writing in here again. i guess i need an outlet. a place where i can just say shit and if ppl read it then fine. if not then O WELLL. its not intended for entertinment.
and theres work. i dont hate work. i really dont. i know what i'm doing and i just do it. thats it. i worked with liz for the first time tonight and i gotta say kinda nervous only cuz shes my manager and i have my own ways of doing things and didnt want her to say it was worng i guess. but it really wasnt bad she was real cool and time went by fast. i think i showed her how much of a hard worker i am.
soooooo yeah.
weird how after so long i am writing in here again. i guess i need an outlet. a place where i can just say shit and if ppl read it then fine. if not then O WELLL. its not intended for entertinment.
and theres work. i dont hate work. i really dont. i know what i'm doing and i just do it. thats it. i worked with liz for the first time tonight and i gotta say kinda nervous only cuz shes my manager and i have my own ways of doing things and didnt want her to say it was worng i guess. but it really wasnt bad she was real cool and time went by fast. i think i showed her how much of a hard worker i am.
soooooo yeah.