I was hoping Jen would have said more than what she did. She commented and said she was going to write more but it didn't happen. *Sigh* I was hoping she would have really wrote more.
Scott, why are you doing this to yourself? Is this your definition of moving on? I know this is hard for you to accept, but maybe the person that Jen is now is the person she really is. That's something you're just going to have to accept. There's nothing you can do about it. I mean, you're sitting around, making yourself feel like shit by reading her old journal entries, sitting around waiting for her to say more negative things about you so you can feel even worse than you do...and for what? What's the point? I'm tired of seeing you do this to yourself, Scott. Please stop torturing yourself. People change, and not always for the better.
Just accept the fact that the person you first met was not the person she really is. I'm sorry, because I know that's not what you want to hear, but it's the truth. If the person you first knew was the person she really was, she would have forgiven you for the Dana thing and moved on. She never did. It gave her a reason to show you how she really is. And that's who you have now. Are you ever going to move on, and only deal with her for this loan until you pay it back? How long are you going to keep doing this to yourself?
Just accept the fact that the person you first met was not the person she really is. I'm sorry, because I know that's not what you want to hear, but it's the truth. If the person you first knew was the person she really was, she would have forgiven you for the Dana thing and moved on. She never did. It gave her a reason to show you how she really is. And that's who you have now. Are you ever going to move on, and only deal with her for this loan until you pay it back? How long are you going to keep doing this to yourself?
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