*Sigh*
what can i do?
all i want is for the people i care about to be happy. but no one is happy anymore.
am i failing my duties as a friend. or. . . is there more to everything, and i just don't see it.
i miss being loved. but even when i was i felt lost. . . but i don't think that was real.
i want it to be real, i want something amazing. i want someone amazing.
i know someone who is. but. . . im not even going to begin to explain that one.
im just tired. tired of not being happy, tired of feeling alone, tired of being tired.
. . . come back, don't be scared. please. i will never hurt you.
all i want is for the people i care about to be happy. but no one is happy anymore.
am i failing my duties as a friend. or. . . is there more to everything, and i just don't see it.
i miss being loved. but even when i was i felt lost. . . but i don't think that was real.
i want it to be real, i want something amazing. i want someone amazing.
i know someone who is. but. . . im not even going to begin to explain that one.
im just tired. tired of not being happy, tired of feeling alone, tired of being tired.
. . . come back, don't be scared. please. i will never hurt you.