tired. . . all the time
i work too much. . .
we had a show, it went real bad. but i saw 2 really amazing indie core bands. they rocked my world.
this girl at the show was talking to me outside. small talk mostly, she said she was tired fro following around one of the bigger bands. i looked at her and said, "yeah, at least you don't work like 40 hours a week, play shows/throw shows, practice for shows, help out at home, and still have time for a social life". she looked at me and said this, verbatium, "you know 40 hours a week really isn't that much".
don't ask me why, but i was LIVID. don't you dare ever tell me that 40 hours a week working shitty drama filled fast food bullshit isn't a lot.
rar
anyway, i work more, i have wednesday off, and friday i think. my first days off in like 3 weeks where i don't have to do anything.
no shows, maybe practice.
so if anyone wants to do anything this week, let me know or call me. 989-621-7406
don't call if i don't like you. that really doesn't exclude many people, i don't not like many people.
oh well. . . it's been one of those nights. . . one of those days, one of those weeks. . . and definately one of those months.
im just tired. . . i don't like being alone
but if it's the way things have to be right now, then i suppose there's a reason for it.
preparing me for something good down the road. so i stay humble, and realize that what i will have is going to be amazing. so i appreciate it, and whatever happens with my life.
or that may just be my really fucked up form of hope. i dunno.
*THE PESANTS WILL REVOLT, NO ONE WILL KNOW WHAT HIT THEM*
~later days~
we had a show, it went real bad. but i saw 2 really amazing indie core bands. they rocked my world.
this girl at the show was talking to me outside. small talk mostly, she said she was tired fro following around one of the bigger bands. i looked at her and said, "yeah, at least you don't work like 40 hours a week, play shows/throw shows, practice for shows, help out at home, and still have time for a social life". she looked at me and said this, verbatium, "you know 40 hours a week really isn't that much".
don't ask me why, but i was LIVID. don't you dare ever tell me that 40 hours a week working shitty drama filled fast food bullshit isn't a lot.
rar
anyway, i work more, i have wednesday off, and friday i think. my first days off in like 3 weeks where i don't have to do anything.
no shows, maybe practice.
so if anyone wants to do anything this week, let me know or call me. 989-621-7406
don't call if i don't like you. that really doesn't exclude many people, i don't not like many people.
oh well. . . it's been one of those nights. . . one of those days, one of those weeks. . . and definately one of those months.
im just tired. . . i don't like being alone
but if it's the way things have to be right now, then i suppose there's a reason for it.
preparing me for something good down the road. so i stay humble, and realize that what i will have is going to be amazing. so i appreciate it, and whatever happens with my life.
or that may just be my really fucked up form of hope. i dunno.
*THE PESANTS WILL REVOLT, NO ONE WILL KNOW WHAT HIT THEM*
~later days~