Mar 31, 2009 23:49
I don't fucking get it. Are you trying to be the most disappointing person on the face of the planet? It's like you're a constant stream of disappointments. I don't even have time to catch my breath before you're saying something or doing something that hurts me....again.
I'm fucking tired of it. It's disgusting me. I'm not sure why all this crap is happening from your end, but I sure know it wasn't happening a week ago. One thing I knew was that at that time, of all the struggles I've been going through, all the pain, that around you I wouldn't have to put up with any bullshit drama. You were a rock...the only thing sane in all of this crap.
Now you are the root of most of my stress.
I'm very tired of it, I hate it...to the point where I'm not sure I even want to be around you anymore.