Nowhere to Hide
I feel like I'm going crazy right now. I'm a very private person by nature and need time to myself on a pretty regular basis...if I don't, I start to feel fucked up. It's been hard being that I haven't had a room for over a year and a half...but at my parents house they worked a lot and my brother spent most of his time in his room. So, there, I had the run of the house.
Here it's been much different. Don't get me wrong, I love both of my roommates to death...they are two of the best people I've ever known. Problem is if one isn't home most of the time the other is. I used to sleep on the couch until a recent guest smelled it up...lately I've been sleeping in Lauren's bed, which doesn't leave me with much breathing room being it is her room. The couch smells, and it's in the middle of the apartment where the tv is, so most of the time someone is out there. Both of them are very social, so there are people over on a pretty constant basis...sometimes they spend the night on the couch.
I feel like I have no place to hide and it's starting to wig me out. If I had a room I could at least close the door and hole up there, but that is not an option.
I hate feeling this way, but I'm slowly becoming annoyed with my roomies rather quickly...and they haven't done anything wrong...they just enjoy my company.
This sucks, I don't know what to do...can't wait to have my own place.
Here it's been much different. Don't get me wrong, I love both of my roommates to death...they are two of the best people I've ever known. Problem is if one isn't home most of the time the other is. I used to sleep on the couch until a recent guest smelled it up...lately I've been sleeping in Lauren's bed, which doesn't leave me with much breathing room being it is her room. The couch smells, and it's in the middle of the apartment where the tv is, so most of the time someone is out there. Both of them are very social, so there are people over on a pretty constant basis...sometimes they spend the night on the couch.
I feel like I have no place to hide and it's starting to wig me out. If I had a room I could at least close the door and hole up there, but that is not an option.
I hate feeling this way, but I'm slowly becoming annoyed with my roomies rather quickly...and they haven't done anything wrong...they just enjoy my company.
This sucks, I don't know what to do...can't wait to have my own place.