Nov 29, 2004 21:13
many days have passed, many thoughts have been both recorded and erased, and only now do i feel apt to make an entry.
I've made some decisions i am not exactly proud of. Decisions that have been of no consequence to myself, but have been of great consequence to others. My deepest apologies are not compensation enough for these mistakes, atonement seems impossible.
This preoccupation makes it hard to sit around, and yet just as difficult to get up and occupy myself.