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yeah no shit.
man, ive realized how whipped i am. goddamn. its great. you know its bad when you know you're whipped and think its the shit. whatever. suck it.
jsut finished my laundry. cleaned a bit, dropped that bitch class, and had some earl grey tea..soooo goood. now i'm bored, since i had like...half a cake. effin glucose turning my blood into an energy drink. so many incomplete sentances. dang. whatev.
i want to make art but my roommate is sleeping. i wouldnt care, but she has a test at nine, so yeah, might as well kill time by doing this. we're better now i guess. i just have to suck it up and take it ya know. its 3 fucking months, if anything serious happens i'll go from there. so much drama man. we're too young for this. but like a wise man told me, it keeps things interesting.
so i was listening to celine dion today, dont really know why, it was one of my frist cds i bought, at the age of like...12. so we're jsut chillin, courtney, samara and i, they're putting on makeup or something, i'm talking to john. and yup, my lip starts quivering and my ass balls, infront of 2 people. its really horribly depressing being away from your significant other. whoever said that long distance relationships dont work out. righto, thats bullshit. its what you make of it. sre it causes grief, but you realize how valuable your time together is, and that, within itself intensifies everything. i can honestly say that i am really really happy. god i sound like a tard in this thing. all screaming about roommates and professing my love. fucking UCF. it does this shit to you, it turns you into a TARD.
less than three months till summer. i'm looking forward to being able to just relax. though i believe i will be taking some classes, probably during summer B. gives me a while to chill and what not.
well i'm finna go have a fag and try to fall asleep.
fax me.