Jun 13, 2004 23:39
round of applause please.. for all these "respectable" young men and women.
summer has brought upon lots of things.. but as far as I've seen, not much of it is any good.
fortunately for me.. I've not had to deal with any of that stupid bullshit going around, and I'm sure I'll be critizised in some form or another for this post but whatever.. I'm not gonna sit here and let it phase me like a stupid child, then try and make a bigger deal out of something so minimal and stupid that isn't even worthy of being mentioned.
I've had my share of bad times so far this summer.. but I am glad to let you all know that none of it has been because of some so called "friend" going around "speaking their mind" about me in any way. if that were the case, I would have someone slap me around a bit until they made me realize how stupid it all was, and that things should be taken a bit more lightly and we all need to get along and not be such fucking drama queens.
alot of the people I'm indirectly referring to I don't even know anymore.. people I used to consider close and now I don't even know if I could trust anymore. people im sure have lost close friends because of some lame reason or something of that sort..
alot of what im saying currently probably isn't making much sense cause i have this pounding headache, and alot of stuff going through my head, but I've tried making as clear as i could.. just so you all know how much I despise of all that stupid crap going on lately. forgive me if I've offended anyone, but really.. something had to be said.
things are going great with my gf.. despite all the times i've let my mind wander about certain subjects, I don't think things have ever been any better.. I really enjoy the times I spend with her, i just wish I could share them with alot of you without the risk of having something said about us.. not that it would really worry me much but just the thought of stuff being said behind our backs is lame and not really worth taking the time to clear any of it up.
i just hope any of you that read this evaluate your problems throuroughly, and reconsider how you really feel about someone.. cause none of us can ever be "too cool" for one another, and we're not here to judge anyone. although im being a total hypocrite at the moment.. i truly try not to and i ask for forgiveness for anytime i do.
but on that note.. im tired so i shall carry on later.
i LOVE you all..