when will our nightmare ever end..?

May 19, 2004 23:06

so my life is a complete mess right about now. there's not really much i can do about it.. don't knwo how much more of it i can actually handle. i can't believe I'm being forced to deal with stuff like this at such a young age.

these are the years in our lives when i shouldn't have a worry in the world. just be able to live my life with the biggest worry being what to wear the next day.. if even that cause that's not usually a problem for me.

anyways.. im living with Zachary for a few days. most likely till sunday and if stuff works out I may be living with Britty for a while..

I'd much rather be at home but there's just a couple things stopping me.

I wont go into much detail.. I just need to vent a bit but this probably sounds like I'm all "emo" and what not.

I'm really trying my hardest to try and not let this get to me.. :-/ how am I doing so far..?

my gf is great. that's one of the people i comfort myself in. Zach's mom and dad are incredibly awsome.. and Britty, I don't know what I'd do without you. man.. I really don't have a clue right now.

mm.. guess that's all I'll be posting for now.. my phone isn't working so you can't call me there.. I really don't know where you can contact me cause nothing is final as of yet, I'm working on getting my phone back to normal but we'll see how that goes. until then.. I love all my friends.. wish me the best of luck. thanks.

<3 Hugo
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