Feb 07, 2008 13:00
Well, it has been well over a year since I last posted.. I assure you that I am not dead *lets you check pulse* see, not dead... I'm not going brainsssssssss ether.
This is a really long entry. You can read it all now, or you can read segments at a time. But please read it all. I would greatly appreciate it since I have been reading all of your long ass posts for years now. This is my first long ass post and If you really call yourself my friend then you should be able to read it all, at least over time.
Lets see, shit was bad, real bad. and I promised you, my readers that would not post any dumb ass whiny crap in my LJ. And I didn't. So lets see, wtf happened in the last year and 4 months?
After I got back from Oklacon '06 I went straight back to work, the most aggravating place in the world, yes more aggravating than being a news caster forced to listen to bush for a living. I worked at a call center, helping idiots get connected to the internet, not just internet noobs, but these fuckers never had a computer before in their life, the were under a rock before vista came out. And what did these fuckers get with their brand new, out from under a rock vista machine? What brand did they get? E FUCKING MACHINE, no one, ever, should have an e-machine, don't even get a dell dude. Because the Ethernet cards fail at a 95% rate... out of the box.
Now I'm pissed at this point in my life, pissed at everything and everyone, if a bird chirped off key I wanted to nuke a country. Ok so about a couple months after that our company was having a power struggle between departments. Such as other reps would basically say fuck you, and hang up on me, also my call center decided to change everything we were doing. We were now going to start supporting cell phones. So we had to get retrained, sections at a time. Now I didn't want to come in to work to stay alive.
About 3 months after Oklacon, the apartment manager wanted to know if we (my mate and I) were going to extent our lease or move. I had hopes of moving somewhere better, a city, with more friends and better paying jobs. So I terminated the lease after making plans to move and quit my current job. I have 2 weeks notice as well. Then my mate leaves me, he was the one with the car at the time as well. So I had no car. He was going to stay in the same bo-dunk town and like whatever with me. He also tells me that he wanted to break up for a long time now as well. Hmm since he wanted to leave for a long time, this means he wanted to leave before I made plans to move to a city. This means he wanted to leave before we decided to terminate the lease. This also means that he wanted to leave before I put in notice on my job.
So. here I am, shitting a brick, not JUST shitting a brick, but shitting 30 bricks a minute. Cause my life was ending, it was literly coming to a dead stop. I had nowhere to go, I had no way to get there. And I was also losing the place I had, And I couldn't go back on my lease or get another apt, it already went through and there was a 2 year thing. And I had like 2 weeks to get out. So I made a quick meeting with my employer, and thankfully I was able to save my job. Co-workers offered me a place to stay. But then something happened.
A fur that I had lost contact with, via they didn't pay their net or phone bills, had resurfaced, at my Sykes, my job. And I'm really curious cause they were cool. Him and his mate were nice people. I called him over, he was still in training so they couldn't really come into the area where I was. So after a while we managed to talk. I had told him my recent story and I forget how it happened but I managed moving in with them. Why I moved in with this fur. Well... Moving in with a fur vs. a non fur mittle aged co-worker. I know what you would choose. lol
So I moved in with these 2 furs, who lived about 30 miles away and OMG their house looked like a hurricane hit the INSIDE of their HOUSE! WTF. So I let it slide, cause yea, at least its a fuckin' roof right? So I do my part, I clean and clean, with no help. Every time I ask for help cleaning the house they yell at me and tell me they shouldn't do shit and they don't care. Whatever. The house also had no heat or AC. It was freezing. About 3 weeks later the door nob on the front door comes off. But instead of fixing it they don't do shit, I spent about 400$ on them to help them out in 3 weeks. I am going broke, Oh I forgot to mention. One of them is a lazy slob who refused to work. And about 800 pounds as well. So with each check I save my money the best I can while the other one with income buys all the shit he can, as fast as he can. Video games. Useless crap. ect.
The subject of RCFM comes up and how they want to go. Wonderful. A con. I need a break right? So we all save, and they call a friend and use him for 400$ (seem familiar?) They will never pay him back, trust me. So we get out other friend Jade, who is new to furs to come along with us to RCFM. Happy days. Going to a con with hella cash to spend! Gona see 2, Gona get a couple badges made, And also gona buy some art and other good shit! So we set out on a whole fucking day of driving, an entire day, literly. We would have taking my ex as well but there was not enough room in the car for 5 people cause we had the one fat ass fur who took up 3 spaces! :D Oh lets not mention we had a close encounter with the land lord before we left cause they didn't pay their half of the rent, Yes I payed half when 3 people lived in the house, wonderful.
So we get to RCFM, its nice, We also get there early enough so the line for reg is not that long. We didn't have net so we have not been able to pre-reg. So were standing in line. The fat fur hadn't showered in like a year, so I am wanting the line to hurry the fuck up so I can run the hell away for 3 days. Oh I forgot to mention about a month earlier my wallet got "stolen" so I was preying that they were not going to ask for my ID for at door reg. Got to the table and thankfully they didn't I Got my shit and ran away. Got the con scedule and planed out my events. It was an awesome con. I attended conferences, classes, events, and dances. I never danced before. I did a piss poor job but I don't care lol. 2's show was so funny I fell out of my chair, and I was leaning agenst the wall hahaha!! I just wish I could go down there next year so I could see bucktown open for him! The one he had open for '07 sucked balls. I wanted to throw shit.
Anyway the con ended and I spent like 800$ in the dealers den. And was now on the way back to the shittiest place I ever lived. Fun was over. Back to depression. So I got back to the place and back to work. My room-mates were still stealing from me, money and food. I didnt buy alot of food ether, Just enouh for myself for 2 weeks, one meal a day. They also stole hundreds of dollers. And when confronted about it they threated to kick me out.
About July I decided to move, My friend was moving to PA. And they knew how it was living with my current room mates so they asked me if I wanted to come with her. So I did. We moved to PA with her new bf, she left her husband without notice for another man. Hmm Oklahoma seems like a bunch of punk ass people now dosn't it? Anyway. We got to PA, I still didn't have my ID or SS card cause they were "stolen" We all were struggling cause I couldn't get a job without them. I couldn't get then in PA. And before you say anything I could not get them in OK ether... I could only get my ID in SC without any proof of anything. Finally got my SS card, had to almost kill someone for it but I got it. Then one of the people I use to live with said they found my wallet.. at that point I knew they knew where it was all along, they are a bunch of fuck-wits. They sent me my SS card and ID. At that point I decided to move back home to Myrtle Beach. But in deciding in this, my roommates in PA took the advantage to exploit me, they decided that since I don't have a car and had no way of getting my stuff to a UPS or fed-ex store to ship it they said they would ship it after I left so I would be at my current location to receive it. Being a dumb ass I beleaved them. When I got here I got online and told them to go ahead and send me my computer, xbox, games, bedding, pillows, ect. They are now scamming me for 500$ and I have till March to pay it. I told them to eat shit and changed my passwords to everything. So now I'm out a gaming rig, an xbox, and all kinda shit, not cause I refuse to pay it, cause I have no way to pay it. I would have payed it and got back at them later during AC. But I will just get back at them during AC sometime in the future. I'm working on that. Do not ask :D and no it will not be at AC, they live in a town near the AC local.
before moving here I hooked up with someone local here, he is a fur and no I did not move here because of him. It was a side affect. lol I love him and am dating him. Now we are cought up to the current day. I still don't have a job cause this is a tourist town and it sucks. But oh well. Time will prevail. But now I am done typing so I will see you all later. Thank you for reading. And I hope you made it all the way through. Please respond with a comment saying you finished so I know who my real friends are. K, Thx