wow im fucked

Apr 26, 2005 02:32

ok this past mounth or so has been wierd! ok lemme try to think (totally shitfased to the 8th power so if i forget something magor sorry) oi *takes a like 5 or so minutr break) ok these past few mounths have been completely upand down, not just with my boyfriend ether.... althouh me and my wolfis mate have had ups and downs. we have had more up's then downs, i cant wait tokiss him n stuff agin hehe... well espically sence i beleave i have suired myself for an apartment, and the thaing is, i have been scared to like get an apartment with him cause i feared what would happen in the future. but i found out that we are so strong i see us being togther forever now, fregin serousely. and thats now the wine talking

wheee my fox plush is gettin mych snuggles tonight lol

shut up bitches!

alot of the upcomeing will be compressed and stuff lol

Marian, who i consider a good friend and a serouse future buisness partner!, had been moved to Little river, then like a week later, came back. and then after much drama and stuff has suposedly quit. i am so sadaned about that! *sighs* i hope she shows up to work tomorow, and has not decided to quit workin with usbut if she has decided to quit and gets a job at Blockbuster that gurl better get me a kinda super job there lol

I think i am gona stop drinking for a while, a long while.. i have gotten my fix of wobbley foxyness for now... o.0

umm i hope i get alot of my packages tomorow sence i didnt get them today *whimpers*

man i need more friends, i have noone to talk to sence my mate's computer is down nd marian is not here >.> and jenn is in g-town, getting drunked too.. i need a skunkie to talk to... i have been lookgin for one for like a week lol this scks, im just gona spend the rest of the night on fircadia "being friendly" lol *winks*

woah lol thair's choclate icecream on my arm LOL

binx, my good friend has found a girlfriend, and i respect his secresy so SHHHHHHHHHH.... and i hope they make it... i hope they are mates forever, oiii...

wow lol enough of my pause... i wonder how long i was gone, no more getting drunk for me for a while, and no morer getting this drunk.. maby not more than a shot o vodka or 2 again

anyways.. i hope evroyones days in the future goes well, the only reson im ending this now is cause i cant keep a thought for more than like a half a minute or so

thaings i hope happen tomorow (today, 4-26-05):
Marian comes back to work (dunken / baskin)
I get my plush panther
I get marians present
I get my "The Truth" dvd from "2, the ranting gryphon"
and that i wake up alive from my benge drinking celibration hehehe

I cant rember what i said in this entry, so if i offand anyone, besides my boyfriend on the subject of me drinking, im sorry

and nt he subject of my boyfriend being mad at me for drinking alot, im done drinking for now, i dont like feeling like i drank too much... :-p

nd i will let you know im alive tomorow... i loves you all in the certan ways: friendship, good friend, mate, ect ... in no pituclar order... night all

btw, i started this at 1:54 and its now 2:31 lol ... almost an hour of rambleing n stoof night all i love you all!!!!!! most off, my boyfriend, Ryu
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