And so begins my personal Hell
There isn't much I hate more than the holiday season. I hate Halloween, and I hate pretty much everything until April. These months are now living hell and I do nothing but drive around to shit I don't want to be anywhere near because obligations.
I really should have just bought a house on the West Coast because I love our families but Jesus Christ there are too fucking many of them. I literally just run myself into the ground trying to see each of them like once every two or three months.
I just can't work fifty hours a week and keep up with this shit and exercise and take care of the dog and take care of the house maintenance and do whatever fucking home improvement shit I'm supposed to be doing this week and help with charity stuff.
I lost all my friends long ago because when do I even talk to them or see them?
It's all I can do to get through a single fucking day at this point. I cannot even imagine... fun or whatever it is other people do to stop from going crazy.
The one escape I have is playing hockey once or twice a week. At least for an hour or two each week I'm not thinking about anything.
Update, Nov 3: No more hockey for me.
I really should have just bought a house on the West Coast because I love our families but Jesus Christ there are too fucking many of them. I literally just run myself into the ground trying to see each of them like once every two or three months.
I just can't work fifty hours a week and keep up with this shit and exercise and take care of the dog and take care of the house maintenance and do whatever fucking home improvement shit I'm supposed to be doing this week and help with charity stuff.
I lost all my friends long ago because when do I even talk to them or see them?
It's all I can do to get through a single fucking day at this point. I cannot even imagine... fun or whatever it is other people do to stop from going crazy.
The one escape I have is playing hockey once or twice a week. At least for an hour or two each week I'm not thinking about anything.
Update, Nov 3: No more hockey for me.