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been a long week (and a half) 10 days straight of working. I'm begining to enjoy parts of my job though, more so than I did at brooks. And it looks like if I can get my finances settled I may actually be able to afford some college courses this year *crosses fingers* I'm really sick of this feeling that I'm not going anywhere with my life. I have far too much possibility to just sit around living a middle class (or lower) life.. Not that there is anything wrong with that. I just aspire for more.
We are getting a new one hour machine. If I disappear for a few days sometime the week after next it's because I'm in training down in wakefield. I don't know yet if we are getting a motel room down there or not, it's up to corporate figuring out if they want to pay me 36¢ a mile, or if they want to spring for a room. The whole thing is being held at some big motel/golf club type thing, so they should be nice rooms if we get em.
I've been in a good mood lately. Very very tired, but in a good mood. I'm working on cleaning up some relationships from my past that need it (no, not those 2, although if they want to talk they can). There are just people who's friendships I consider important, that at times have gotten the brunt of my bad moods and responses to other isuses that really shouldn't have. There are certain people who get it and give it and thats cool (skip, nire, etc) but other people who get it and are almost always nice to me (andy, morgan, etc)
Other relationships I'm letting go of, cause they aren't working out. Mostly just because of life itself, never seeing/talking to eachother, having a hard time working out times and places, or a feeling they just are't interested.
Well I'll post later if I think of anything else :)
We are getting a new one hour machine. If I disappear for a few days sometime the week after next it's because I'm in training down in wakefield. I don't know yet if we are getting a motel room down there or not, it's up to corporate figuring out if they want to pay me 36¢ a mile, or if they want to spring for a room. The whole thing is being held at some big motel/golf club type thing, so they should be nice rooms if we get em.
I've been in a good mood lately. Very very tired, but in a good mood. I'm working on cleaning up some relationships from my past that need it (no, not those 2, although if they want to talk they can). There are just people who's friendships I consider important, that at times have gotten the brunt of my bad moods and responses to other isuses that really shouldn't have. There are certain people who get it and give it and thats cool (skip, nire, etc) but other people who get it and are almost always nice to me (andy, morgan, etc)
Other relationships I'm letting go of, cause they aren't working out. Mostly just because of life itself, never seeing/talking to eachother, having a hard time working out times and places, or a feeling they just are't interested.
Well I'll post later if I think of anything else :)