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[ghostbhndmyeyes]

you know i dont get online very much anymore
but everytime i get a chance to i read everything that all my friends write
i read it i see it
and makes me realize how out of touch i am with my friends
the only time i cn ever see them is at shows
i mean it just makes me feel like yeah i know these poeple i used o see them almos evryday
but then i started work
andmy life was cut in half
but its just not the same it doesnt feel like we are frends anymore
even the people i was closest with
and i know that when i get a car it will change cuz ill be able to go over and see them whenever i want
but i odnt know
its jsut wierd