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i've been thinking a lot lately, and for once that's a good thing.
because i've let a lot of things go.
& i've decided that maybe i am flawed, but that i find beauty in other people's flaws, so maybe i should reexamine mine. and maybe i smoke too many cigarrettes and lose my keys a lot, and yeah, i don't always walk my dog when i know i should, but i also make my best friends peanut butter and jelly sandwiches, and i give people gas money and i never smush spiders and i drop change on the ground so other people can find it. and you can say my boyfriend's too old for me and he should be with what's her face instead, and that's ok because he chose me and i am forever grateful for that. and if you want to say stuff about me behind my back, that's ok too because i'd rather not worry about it. i don't know why everyone's in such a rush to grow up. maybe i'm being entirely too naive and if that's the case then i'll probably realize it at some point down the road, but fuck if i'm going to let that get to me because i'm having the time of my life.