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[fredburkle]

Wesley had his soul back. That was a good thing, a very good thing. And I should have been happy that he wasn't running around killing people, but instead I was crying. I wasn't just crying, I was sobbing. My life had been turned upside down while I was gone, and the one person who loved me unconditionally, the one person who made me feel like

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[visiongirl]

Wesley's words were still ringing in my ears as I walked back upstairs. Had I done what he'd said? Had I betrayed my closest friends? Betrayed Angel by not telling them what was to come? Maybe I should have been fighting the powers that be all this time instead of shopping for shoes for the last years, and watching everything here turn to shit.

Angel. Lost the mission, just like I knew he would. Gunn. Dead, just like I knew he would be. Fred, taken over by a goddess. Wesley, sired by Angelus. Lorne, leaving town for good. I knew about them all and I didn't say a word. The problem was, I knew what the alternative was. I'd seen it while I was sleeping...Comas are good for long term visions.

I followed Fred up the stairs hoping Faith could talk some sense into Wesley. Opening the door, I frowned when I saw that flushed look across her face.

"Are you okay?" I asked, as I walked over to her.

[fredburkle]

Cordelia walked in before I could tell her to give me a few minutes. The feeling rushing through my body was getting stronger and I couldn't control my breathing anymore. I was panting and gripping the sides of the bed with both hands. Whatever was going on...it felt...good. Maybe someone or some thing was performing a spell on me. Why? I had no idea...but something was going on and I couldn't stop my body from reacting.

I started rocking back and forth, feeling the rhythm of the energy flowing in and out of me, faster and faster. I looked up at Cordelia and managed to get out, even though I was panting heavily, "Sss..something's...something's....hmmm, something's really...wrong, Cordy..." I closed my eyes and whimpered softly.

[visiongirl]

I narrowed my eyes when I watched Fred rock back and forth like some kind of freak. Her face was flushed and she kept licking her lips like...God, what is wrong with her? Jeez! I'm so not equipped to deal with a horny scientist. And eww. Where's phantom Dennis when you need him? I mean, the things he could do with a loofah.

I was about to say something when a loud crash sounded from downstairs. Faith and Wes were either fighting to the death or...oh. OH!

"Fred?" I walked closer to her and sat down beside her on the bed. "What's going on? What do you mean something is wrong?"

[fredburkle]

I shook my head, "I...I have no idea...I just...it just...all of a sudden...and now...and...and." I closed my eyes, taking quick short breaths and whispered, "Cordy...just...go...OUTSIDE!" I gripped the edge of the bed, the pleasure intensifying and centering in between my legs.

Cordy rushed into the hall just as I felt myself spill over the edge. I didn't call out, or scream, only let out one long, hard, shaky breath. The tremors of whatever just happened finally subsided and I unclenched the bed as I called out, "Um...ok, Cordy...you can come back in." I was completely mortified, but...what the hell just happened?

[visiongirl]

I scrambled out of the room when she looked like...oh dear God, she looked like she was having the time of her life on I'm about to get a big happy.com. What the hell was that all about? Frowning I could still hear crashing around from downstairs. What were Faith and Wesley doing. Scratch that, I so don't even want to know.

Finally I heard Fred call for me to come back inside and now I was just...wow. Maybe I shouldn't even go back in there. This was going to turn into a prison movie or something and hey! I'm not the one whose been prison around here. Still, that was strange. And in our lives that only meant one thing. Something was wrong.

"Okay. What was that? Cause no offense, that seemed like a private moment."

[fredburkle]

I shook my head, still catching my breath and frowned, "I have..." A shudder went through my body and I shivered and shook for a minute and then finally managed to say, "...no idea."

"My legs are shaky, my stomach feels like there's butterflies in it and...I haven't felt this good...in a really long time." I looked up at Cordy, "Except for the whole being alone and having no control over my body part, it felt exactly like I was having...sex." I shook my head, "And I have no idea why or how...or anything."