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[ghost_of_sorrow]

My fucking head is killing me. I'm not in the best mood right now. I'm tired of fighting so hard for something that seems like it isn't there.

How can you just give up like that. Whether you say it is a little or a lot, you are giving up. It really upsets me that you are treating me the way that you are. All I ever wanted was to be there for you. I know that I totally lose it because of you sometimes and we don't say much for quite sometime, but we always come back for each other. I don't know why, but I'm always here at the latest hour for you. I've never gone away. So why can't you just be what I need? Why can't we just be happy again? WHY THE FUCK ARE YOU SO AFRAID!!?

You might be just what I need
No I would not change a thing
Been dreaming of this so long
But we only exist in this song
The thing is, I'm not worth the sorrow
And if you come and meet me tomorrow
I will hold you down, fold you in
Deep, deep, deep in the fiction we live
I break in two over you
I break in two
And if a piece of you dies
Autumn, I will bring you back to life
Of course I see you
I do.

...these fucking headaches have been killing me for 2 damn weeks. i'm going fucking nuts...