FUCK EVERYONE
I saw Cameron cry last night. We met this guy called Hamish at Toast and Cam invited him back to his place, Gareth and I left them to do their own thing for a while because Cameron wanted something to happen with Hamish but didn't now if it would etc... When Gareth's housemates went to Mosseheads(UGH)we figured we'd try Cameron's and see if it was an 'okay time' for us to come back, he called and asked how far away we were, and then he said he'd clean himself up before we got there. Naturally, we assumed he'd gotten some. When we arrived at his apartment, the lights were off, candles were lit and depressive music was playing. No sign of Hamish though. We wander in, see Cameron on the balcony, then hear a vague sniffling sound, I didn't get what happened for a while, but I figured it out before he told us. He had kissed Hamish, who had kissed back, then told Cam he would have slept with him if he didn't have a girlfriend. Fucker. After eating Cam's only tin of hot food too. Cam was anti social and quite upset for the rest of the night, and his whole guilt over the Ayar and Ben thing was not helping any. He bought Ben a copy of A Confederacy Of Dunces to say sorry.
Cameron missed his test. The one he was meant to be taking to make up for missing it last year. I think thw whole Hamish incident really fucked him up, I've never seen him like this. We really need to find him someone. Fast.
Once again, I'm losing faith in the human race. Bunch of fucktards too concerned with what they want for themselves rather than giving a flying fuck about what other people are feeling. Sure, they may act as if they give a damn, but in the long run, it's just for the self-satisfaction of saying they cared. I'm not saying I don't do this, because I do, I know I do. And I hate myself for it, but I do it anyway. Everyone does. There is not one single human being in this world who can say they have never done something nice for someone else purely because it would make them look good/feel better/self-satisfied.
FUCK SOCIETY.
Adieu.
Cameron missed his test. The one he was meant to be taking to make up for missing it last year. I think thw whole Hamish incident really fucked him up, I've never seen him like this. We really need to find him someone. Fast.
Once again, I'm losing faith in the human race. Bunch of fucktards too concerned with what they want for themselves rather than giving a flying fuck about what other people are feeling. Sure, they may act as if they give a damn, but in the long run, it's just for the self-satisfaction of saying they cared. I'm not saying I don't do this, because I do, I know I do. And I hate myself for it, but I do it anyway. Everyone does. There is not one single human being in this world who can say they have never done something nice for someone else purely because it would make them look good/feel better/self-satisfied.
FUCK SOCIETY.
Adieu.