lazy summer
I am bored. Out of my mind. Now last summer I was so happy to be back in good ol' Tappan. Now I feel trapped. This is a good thing because I think it means I don't hate Columbia anymore, but also sad because I don't want to be the asshole who outgrows their hometown. I don't have my own car, so I can't go anywhere. Even if I did, what would there be to do? My mom tells me I should go outside, but the weather has been miserable and even on the sunny days, there's absolutely nothing to do, nowhere to go. I hate taking aimless walks in nature, and what's the point of sitting outside if you can't watch people? (The old people walking their dogs by my house don't count). I love my childhood home but I AM SO BORED HERE.