No longer can I hold onto this defeated change in heart .......
I think it's just a matter of time until my stupid computer dies on me. Fuck. I can't afford to get it fixed or more it's no use. It would cost almost as much as buying a new one. Stupid. Aw, well. When it dies, it dies..It's not much I can do about it.
I have had three weeks off from work. I'm on my final week. It's weird to have nothing much to do during the days. But at least I'm content to go back to work on Monday. I actually don't mind. I have rested, worked on my tan ( I'm red..not a pretty sight..hmmm. ) and had a nice time.
This past weekend my sister came home to visit. Her boyfriend was with her. She lives a couple of hours away so I don't see her often. The last time I saw her was Christmas last year. So hmm..Well, we have diffrent lives now. It's weird. We don't talk that often on the phone either. So it was great to have her home. It's great to see how she has changed. She is so happy. She has this glow about her.
* We went and saw The X-files: I want to believe yesterday. I was so disappointed. It was nothing like I expected. Sure, I love all the cute Mulder and Scully scenes. But it wasn't like The X-files that I remembered. That sucked. It wasn't scary, thrilling or whatever you might call the original X-files show. And they made a mistake I think: In the end season it was Scully that believed and Mulder who was the skeptical and now suddenly in the movie it was the reverse. What? Weird. And the show always had this creepy music and a darkness about it and the movie had nothing like that. I think the fact that Mulder and Scully had actually gotten together well, it kind of ruined it a little. The fact that it took them so long to actually kiss on the show was one of the thrills of the show. But I will admit the shipper side of me sighed during the kissing scene and the scene in the bedroom. But that was about it...
Talking about kissing. Suddenly Vincent D'Onofrio is rather sexy..This scene makes me weak in the knees..:
Click to view- I found both Firefly and season two of Supernatural for about 15Euros..YEAHYEAH!!!
I'm off to watch Mansfield Park..