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So far I've cried at least once every day this week. He promised it would still be the same, but it isn't. I knew it wouldn't be.
I'm going to a party tonight with him and it's an awful idea. I'll probably stand in a corner by myself the entire time being too depressed to socialize with anyone while he talks to girls and even if he's not flirting, just talking, I'll get really jealous and then go into a bathroom somewhere and cry.
I went to his house last night and it was an awful idea. When have I ever done anything to not fuck myself up?
At least I found a roommate. He's one of Shirley's friends who says "You guys would get along great, he loves Marc Jacobs!" Even though I'm not really into Marc Jacobs.
I have appointments on Friday to look at places. It's Elena's birthday and she wants to go to Busch Gardens but I kind of want to not spend the money and look at apartments instead.
I'm going to a party tonight with him and it's an awful idea. I'll probably stand in a corner by myself the entire time being too depressed to socialize with anyone while he talks to girls and even if he's not flirting, just talking, I'll get really jealous and then go into a bathroom somewhere and cry.
I went to his house last night and it was an awful idea. When have I ever done anything to not fuck myself up?
At least I found a roommate. He's one of Shirley's friends who says "You guys would get along great, he loves Marc Jacobs!" Even though I'm not really into Marc Jacobs.
I have appointments on Friday to look at places. It's Elena's birthday and she wants to go to Busch Gardens but I kind of want to not spend the money and look at apartments instead.