mind blindness
i honestly feel happy. i don't remember the last time i felt this way. but this wave of reassurance swept over me today...whispering that everything is going to turn out okay. i don't need anyone else to accompany me on this journey, i have myself and that's all that matters. i had random interviews today...and i have more on thursday, on which day i also find out about another possible job. i have people that love me. i care deeply for my children(felines). my parents are always there for me. film makes me feel complete. music fills in the gaps. i should be grateful and stop feeling sorry for myself, because things could be a lot worse. and i could cry so easily right now but i won't...of if i do, it will be for my completeness. for my sorrow in leaving this world if i had to...not for the fear of dying, but for the sake of leaving so much behind. for not being able to witness the world move on without me. for what i'll miss.
i'm alright.
and i am my own individual existance.
life is an extraordinary thing...
you should try it sometime.
i'm alright.
and i am my own individual existance.
life is an extraordinary thing...
you should try it sometime.