Nov 12, 2006 20:13
Will I lose my dignity?
Will someone care?
Will I wake tomorrow from this nightmare?
I'm just finding it so hard to gather any energy or enthusiasm these days. I just can't seem to be optimistic at all.
And I know I need to be. I know it helps so much if you are. I just can't do it. I'm so pessimistic, I think it's killing me more.
I'm so scared.