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Confession: I almost always just change into comfy pants and sleep in the rest of my clothes. I don't like putting on a tank top or a t-shirt or something. I think this is a result of drum corps. I also never want to sleep in bed... so used to just sleeping on top of my bag.
I am a mess in so many ways.
What I really need right now is to figure out what I want out of life.
Because this indecision is kind of screwing up everything. Academics --> Career. Friendship. Acceptance. Love. Integrity. Faith. Art.
I can't do anything because I don't know what I want. I can't be everything; I need to choose. Instead, all I can do is pull myself in one direction only to yank me back the other way.
Net result: no progress, lots of wasted energy, one weary me.
I am potentially hopeless in so many ways.
I am a mess in so many ways.
What I really need right now is to figure out what I want out of life.
Because this indecision is kind of screwing up everything. Academics --> Career. Friendship. Acceptance. Love. Integrity. Faith. Art.
I can't do anything because I don't know what I want. I can't be everything; I need to choose. Instead, all I can do is pull myself in one direction only to yank me back the other way.
Net result: no progress, lots of wasted energy, one weary me.
I am potentially hopeless in so many ways.