Musing in the night
I can do it. I'm doing it. I'm in a sort of apnea, this week.
I'm still alone, my DH is far for his job the whole week. I'm not going to my office and I'm in seclusion in my house, but AT LAST I wrote almost two chapter for the damn Royal Garden book. Almost. But now I know I can do it, I CAN finish the third chapter before sunday. I must finish it, but I have to endure other four days without going crazy.
I'm so stupid. I could do this a month ago, but NO! I had to wait when I was out of time.
I had to give up EVERY books I was reading, 'cause if I lay my eyes over a novel, I stop writing for my work.
I had to break off my fanfic translation, 'cause if I start thinking about it, I stop writing for my work.
And mostly I can't even think about writing a new fanfic 'cause if I think about it I'll stop writing for my work, AND I'll stop translating "Where the sour.... etc."
I'm trying to froze the time... Just for a week.
If only I can endure until sunday... Then Monday will be WONDERFUL.
I'll go to Placebo's concert YES YES YES! And I'll start reading a new book - I have so many new books that are waiting me... I've got a full box from IBS and I not even opened it O_O
And I swear I'll end the translation... (Thea!! where are you?)
But at the end... WHY am I at half past one in the night writing a LJ? And mostly why the hell am I writing it in English? LOL like I would think someone is reading this? ROFTL I'm going crazy.
I'm still alone, my DH is far for his job the whole week. I'm not going to my office and I'm in seclusion in my house, but AT LAST I wrote almost two chapter for the damn Royal Garden book. Almost. But now I know I can do it, I CAN finish the third chapter before sunday. I must finish it, but I have to endure other four days without going crazy.
I'm so stupid. I could do this a month ago, but NO! I had to wait when I was out of time.
I had to give up EVERY books I was reading, 'cause if I lay my eyes over a novel, I stop writing for my work.
I had to break off my fanfic translation, 'cause if I start thinking about it, I stop writing for my work.
And mostly I can't even think about writing a new fanfic 'cause if I think about it I'll stop writing for my work, AND I'll stop translating "Where the sour.... etc."
I'm trying to froze the time... Just for a week.
If only I can endure until sunday... Then Monday will be WONDERFUL.
I'll go to Placebo's concert YES YES YES! And I'll start reading a new book - I have so many new books that are waiting me... I've got a full box from IBS and I not even opened it O_O
And I swear I'll end the translation... (Thea!! where are you?)
But at the end... WHY am I at half past one in the night writing a LJ? And mostly why the hell am I writing it in English? LOL like I would think someone is reading this? ROFTL I'm going crazy.