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despite my mildly successful attempts to get back on the wagon, I am, as you see, going without sleep yet again.
Its' the coffee.It's the coffee and my own stupidity, but ultimately this boils down to the fact that caffeine is a sister to ritalin and therefore takes ahold of me and hoists me by the petards. The upside, if I chose to not squander away my powers, I could learn advanced trigonometry, by myself, backwards, in french. The downside, is I have no motivation to do so, and even if I did, is 3 AM really the appropriate time to be doing so? Where would I find the text books to attempt such a feat? Yet again I prove to myself that I really SHOULD work a night shift. I feel abyssmal.
I'm taking bets that I will go to bed, sleep til noon Saturday, help Charlie move, and then sleep some more, and then repeat the not sleeping during the week thing I've been doing for the past month and a half.
It is, how you say, getting old.
Its' the coffee.It's the coffee and my own stupidity, but ultimately this boils down to the fact that caffeine is a sister to ritalin and therefore takes ahold of me and hoists me by the petards. The upside, if I chose to not squander away my powers, I could learn advanced trigonometry, by myself, backwards, in french. The downside, is I have no motivation to do so, and even if I did, is 3 AM really the appropriate time to be doing so? Where would I find the text books to attempt such a feat? Yet again I prove to myself that I really SHOULD work a night shift. I feel abyssmal.
I'm taking bets that I will go to bed, sleep til noon Saturday, help Charlie move, and then sleep some more, and then repeat the not sleeping during the week thing I've been doing for the past month and a half.
It is, how you say, getting old.