columbia is probably not happening
well i forgot to fill out the FAFSA forms for columbia, which means that its late and im pretty much fucked...
hopefully i can get it done later tomorrow and get it finished.
since my dad says that if i get no financial aid from columbia, im not going--even though I APPLIED EARLY DECISION!
hes so fucking retarded.... im telling him its a binding decision, and he CUTS ME OFF and tells me i dont know anything about college.
um, last time i checked, i know more than he does about the college process.
plus if you are accepted and try to get out of the early decision process, you have to pay a $10 000 fine. >_<
goddd i wish i never told him that fordham would give me a full ride (not including room and board).... that way i would be in this mess.
&& he and i got in this HUGE fight... like i dont take shit from anyone, especially not him.
when im speaking, i want to fucking complete a thought, not be cut off in the middle of my argument.
he kept on grabbing my sweatshirt and shaking me (bc he knows that if he did anything, then he would go to jail, godforbid -_-)
WHATEVER. i just took my $80 from his wallet as compensation for my stress.
&& for those who would criticize me-- everytime my mother and i ask for money (like for groceries, mortgages, tuition), he claims he never has money.
that is a lie--everytime i check out his wallet, he has $200+ in there. every single time.
so i really dont care anymore. i give up. God will forgive me for my sins one day.... but i cant do this anymore. i hate dealing with this stress.
just please, someone take over my life for me, so i dont have to deal with it.
and someone tell me how many more days until graduation.... i need something to make me happy =[
hopefully i can get it done later tomorrow and get it finished.
since my dad says that if i get no financial aid from columbia, im not going--even though I APPLIED EARLY DECISION!
hes so fucking retarded.... im telling him its a binding decision, and he CUTS ME OFF and tells me i dont know anything about college.
um, last time i checked, i know more than he does about the college process.
plus if you are accepted and try to get out of the early decision process, you have to pay a $10 000 fine. >_<
goddd i wish i never told him that fordham would give me a full ride (not including room and board).... that way i would be in this mess.
&& he and i got in this HUGE fight... like i dont take shit from anyone, especially not him.
when im speaking, i want to fucking complete a thought, not be cut off in the middle of my argument.
he kept on grabbing my sweatshirt and shaking me (bc he knows that if he did anything, then he would go to jail, godforbid -_-)
WHATEVER. i just took my $80 from his wallet as compensation for my stress.
&& for those who would criticize me-- everytime my mother and i ask for money (like for groceries, mortgages, tuition), he claims he never has money.
that is a lie--everytime i check out his wallet, he has $200+ in there. every single time.
so i really dont care anymore. i give up. God will forgive me for my sins one day.... but i cant do this anymore. i hate dealing with this stress.
just please, someone take over my life for me, so i dont have to deal with it.
and someone tell me how many more days until graduation.... i need something to make me happy =[