My Vacation Day
It's funny how a month ago today, I had one of the most amazing nights... Two weeks ago, I felt a little hurt, however she was happy, and that's all that matters. Then I found out that she and I were ok, and I felt better. But last night, I couldn't do anything. She ran, and no one could help her. She wouldn't talk she wouldn't explain...She just cried. Part of me thinks she was crying because she was hurt, and people could see she was hurt... She wants to be perfect... She wants people to think she's never sad, never hurt. It was kind of a snowball effect... The more she cried, the more people saw it, and the more she wanted to cry... Which naturally makes me cry... I have a feeling whoever hurt her, knew it would hurt her worse in that situation and did it that way. I mean, why would someone do that to her when she was on break at work (I don't know what, I just know she was on her phone on her break, and came back crying). Well, nonetheless, le sigh...
I hope she's ok... I'm off tonight, but I'm going to work, to buy some stuff, so I can at least see if she's doing better. I'm scared to ask, because it may make her sad again, or upset with me, but I think I have to, because if I don't, she'll think I don't care. Although she knows I do... I just have no idea what to do, then again I never do...
Sorry for the rambling... But thank you for putting up with it!
"Does anybody hear her? Can anybody see? Or does anybody even know she's going down today?..."
I hope she's ok... I'm off tonight, but I'm going to work, to buy some stuff, so I can at least see if she's doing better. I'm scared to ask, because it may make her sad again, or upset with me, but I think I have to, because if I don't, she'll think I don't care. Although she knows I do... I just have no idea what to do, then again I never do...
Sorry for the rambling... But thank you for putting up with it!
"Does anybody hear her? Can anybody see? Or does anybody even know she's going down today?..."