im sick of all of this fucking shit (excuse the language but i cant help it)
this week is the worst week in my entire life. first i found out that my sis's cancer came back and it is going to be harder to treat. and it sucks ass cause she was almost cancer free. and today we had to put one of our dogs to sleep cause he had cancer. im so sick of all of this shit. its like a living hell. everything bad is happening to our family. and its scary cause cancer runs in the family and even our dog got cancer. but my friend has helped so much cause she talks with me and stuff and we are really close and she feels for me and same with josh. he told me that he feels so bad for me and everything and he said that he just cant beleive all of the things that have been happening in my life. im just so happy that i have 2 really close frineds that i know i can talk to anytime and that im really close to. right now im just shocked and scared and i would be lieing if i said i was fine. well peace out. hopefully something good will happen soon.