Jul 22, 2005 10:28
hey. im sooooooo sad that my friend brent is moving, he is like one of my best friends in the whole world. so we were going to do something together before he moves and probably have our friend eric come with us. yesterday i was acccused of calling my friend a loser and its not true and she doesnt beleive me. it sucks ass. now i dont know what to do for dance. it is like 3 weeks before auditon and i dont even know what i want to do. i either want to try out for compettion for hip hop or jazz. originally i was going to try out for jazz but i havent done jazz since like 5 years ago so i dont know if ill even be good. and i dont know if i can change for what type of dance i want to try out for since auditon is in like 3 weeks. who would ever know that a rumor would turn into such drama. it is so dume. but today we might go to wal mart and i was going to buy the Bow Wow cd. it should be sexy i guess. i miss my lover soooo much. since we have to go on double dates we have to wait till my friend comes home from her dads and that wont be untill another 2 weeks. i havent done anything with him this month. its like we are not even going out with each other anymore. but when my friend was home we used to go on double dates like almost every day. its kinda sad we havent seen eachother in so long. so we talk to each other on the phone like every night. i wish we didnt even have to go on double dates. but we have to cause our parents dont trust us. it sucks balls. i miss him soooo much its like omg.