Nothing Amazing...at all.
Today seems like a repeat of pretty much every other day this summer. Nothing amazing has happened as of yet. I wonder if anything ever WILL happen.
I want to find a boyfriend. Or at least a guy friend that just so happens to be gay and wants someone to talk to. That sounds retarded, but I can't explain it. Like, whenever me and he-who-shall-not-be-named were dating, we would stay on the phone for hours and talk about anything and everything, and I want something like that again. I don't want he-who-shall-not-be-named back by any means, but i hate to think that he is the only guy who will ever be interested in me. It sucks. There are actually a lot of people that I know, but I am only attracted to a couple of them, and none of the ones that I am interested in seem to be interested in me.
Well, I'm done with that subject now. It's the same sad, pathetic story that I have been telling forever and a day anyway.
Heather and I went and saw Mr. and Mrs. Smith last night. It was excellent, and I was with Heather so you know I had a good time. She is the absolute best. She is having a little get together at her house tonight and she invited me but I don't know if my mom is going to let me go. I hope she does.
Angela told me that she and Rache; are quitting their jobs at McDonalds and I think I am going to go and put in an application. That would be fun. It would give me chance to get out of my house and I would actually have some money for a change. *Fingers crossed!*
It's my mom's birthday today. She is 38. My dad even called to wish her a happy birthday, which is surprising because he didn't even do that whenever they were married. He is coming to get my little sister on the 6th of July to take her to NC for a couple weeks. I am still deciding if I want to go or not. I miss everyone there, but the last time I went it didn't feel the same as it used to. Some of my friends have changed a lot and so have I. I wonder if we would still even being talking to each other if I hadn't moved. I still miss Anna like crazy but it's been forever since i have gotten to talk to her.
OK, I'm going to go. I will update again tomorrow.
Love to all my sexy mamas and even sexier papas!
Bye.
I want to find a boyfriend. Or at least a guy friend that just so happens to be gay and wants someone to talk to. That sounds retarded, but I can't explain it. Like, whenever me and he-who-shall-not-be-named were dating, we would stay on the phone for hours and talk about anything and everything, and I want something like that again. I don't want he-who-shall-not-be-named back by any means, but i hate to think that he is the only guy who will ever be interested in me. It sucks. There are actually a lot of people that I know, but I am only attracted to a couple of them, and none of the ones that I am interested in seem to be interested in me.
Well, I'm done with that subject now. It's the same sad, pathetic story that I have been telling forever and a day anyway.
Heather and I went and saw Mr. and Mrs. Smith last night. It was excellent, and I was with Heather so you know I had a good time. She is the absolute best. She is having a little get together at her house tonight and she invited me but I don't know if my mom is going to let me go. I hope she does.
Angela told me that she and Rache; are quitting their jobs at McDonalds and I think I am going to go and put in an application. That would be fun. It would give me chance to get out of my house and I would actually have some money for a change. *Fingers crossed!*
It's my mom's birthday today. She is 38. My dad even called to wish her a happy birthday, which is surprising because he didn't even do that whenever they were married. He is coming to get my little sister on the 6th of July to take her to NC for a couple weeks. I am still deciding if I want to go or not. I miss everyone there, but the last time I went it didn't feel the same as it used to. Some of my friends have changed a lot and so have I. I wonder if we would still even being talking to each other if I hadn't moved. I still miss Anna like crazy but it's been forever since i have gotten to talk to her.
OK, I'm going to go. I will update again tomorrow.
Love to all my sexy mamas and even sexier papas!
Bye.