hey
i havent updated in a lil while just wanting to say wats up to yu all. i have been having somne pretty good days mostly thanks to JAMIE, ari, matt snyder, bk, madrid, danny, b, K, chars, gross., jeep, ceevan, elana my homies like that always know how to put a smile onto my face and keep it there, no matter how shitty of a mood im in. Been havin some pretty good phone convo's lately for those that know wat i mean. i still ask myself why, why she had to meet all those new people and change. Why she hasent changed back, but it dosent matter that much to me anymore, because shes just like playing it so in the end she wont get hurt, but its ok cause the options i have are never ending. I can't really do much more, i have tried alot to make it work. all the lies that have been told and that the bull that we have put each other through, but like i said im playing it the same way she is so, i wont be hurt in the end, as danny would say "good for me you know"