Change of heart...
So... AMDA in LA is sweet. I LOVE THE PEOPLE!! My instructors this semester are AMAZING! HOWEVER, It's OFFICIAL... i'm attending the New York campus starting June 26. I've been struggling with this for a while because i know how much my family needs me right now ( my grandma just had knee surgery, my lil sis is only 2 and i want to see her grow...etc etc) But i know i NEED to do this for me!
God- i'm so excited.... but i'm so SCARED! I haven't even told my family yet... i mean they know i was thinking about it but i haven't told them that i've already set it up with administration.
They're gonna flip!
Whatever.
2 1/2 years together i love this boy!!!! But Jimmy is leaving soon. He took the ASVAP's (a military test to see what jobs you qualify for) and the average score is 41..... he got a 69!!!!!!!!!!!! That's MY baby! I can't believe he is almost leaving. It's so scary. But i know this is what he wants to do. I feel bad because everyone we know is telling Jim to not join and he gets really discouraged. So i've tried so hard to keep supporting him in his decision. Which is amazing difficult for me because although i WANT him to do everything he has ever wanted to do...
i want him to be safe.
But all the while life is great... jimmy has made me the happiest person in the world and i cannot wait to put that ring on my finger!!! No he HAS NOT proposed........ YET!!!
But still ...i have not been so happy in my entire life!
what can i say he completes me!
God- i'm so excited.... but i'm so SCARED! I haven't even told my family yet... i mean they know i was thinking about it but i haven't told them that i've already set it up with administration.
They're gonna flip!
Whatever.
2 1/2 years together i love this boy!!!! But Jimmy is leaving soon. He took the ASVAP's (a military test to see what jobs you qualify for) and the average score is 41..... he got a 69!!!!!!!!!!!! That's MY baby! I can't believe he is almost leaving. It's so scary. But i know this is what he wants to do. I feel bad because everyone we know is telling Jim to not join and he gets really discouraged. So i've tried so hard to keep supporting him in his decision. Which is amazing difficult for me because although i WANT him to do everything he has ever wanted to do...
i want him to be safe.
But all the while life is great... jimmy has made me the happiest person in the world and i cannot wait to put that ring on my finger!!! No he HAS NOT proposed........ YET!!!
But still ...i have not been so happy in my entire life!
what can i say he completes me!