does it even matter anymore

Oct 19, 2004 22:39

it is so hard to let you go but i know i have to. things will be better i promise. say hello to kansas for me.

i love you

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you think this takes balls.. to sign my name? cakemonster October 25 2004, 12:11:57 UTC
look. i can admit it. i'm being selfish. i want cacey to stay in nashville. that's selfish because it is the right thing for her to do for her to move. but i can still be upset with you if i want to be. and i can still think its your fault if i want to. and it doesnt make a difference to me what you think.

and yes. you did treat cacey badly.
example one: telling her her tattoo was ugly and that you hated it.
this is bad A: because she did something for herself, something i know is very rare for cacey, sometimes she doesnt think too highly of herself. B: telling a girl anything about them is ugly is BAD NEWS. its not smart. C: cacey spent a lot of time thinking about what she wanted and it doesnt make her feel good to know you think something on her body is ugly.

example two: Never coming to see her.
i understand what it means to be poor and not have money. i live 12 hours away from my family. i go to school. HAVE A JOB. pay for school. pay my bills. i'm poor. i don't have a lot of money. but damn kid, i think i've seen you up here what? three or four times in the last year?! you refused to hang out with any of her friends, not even me and andy but anyone else without even meeting them. and she was forced to spend time with your imature ass and your friends every time she came to see you? you couldnt even come up for more than three hours the night she left. damn you are attached by the dick to your mom.

example three: not being the boyfriend she needs.

cacey is a responsible, intelligent, sophisticated, mature adult.
she takes care of her own needs, her own responsibilities. she's been through a lot in life and for some reason she still finds it in her heart to care about people like you who can't seem to get outside themselves to help her or take care of her or see her for what a beautiful person she is. if you did, you would have made more time for her. worked harder to be with her. tried to love her as much as she loves you. and been more responsible in order to be with her. being responsible does not mean flunking out of school and living with your mommmy when you're 21.

ahh. i can't even begin to explain to you how much you annoy me. but i am so done with this lj drama. and i'm just glad that cacey doesnt have to waste her time worrying about you any more.

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Re: you think this takes balls.. to sign my name? ghettocountry October 27 2004, 21:09:32 UTC
you have got to be the stupidest and most arrogant bitch that has ever lived.

cacey is a beautiful person. ok i did tell her that i thought her tattoo wasnt the best idea. that is my fucking opinion. my views and yours are not the same.

i tried my hardest to come see cacey once a week. sometimes if i could afford it i would come more. it isnt my fault that all of her friends were complete ass holes and my friends arent half as immature* as you are. plus i figured seeing her less before she left would make it easier on her it had nothing to do with my mother.

and i am sure i annoy you but it is doesnt even add up to half the amount that you annoy me. i think you are one of the most annoying and self centered people that i have met. and i am not glad that she is gone but i am glad that she doesnt have to be around negative people such as you and your stupid ass friends.

by the way last time i saw you i thought you were a man. talk to you later slut.

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