i only live by one rule

[ghettobootylove]

& that is that anything can be taken away from me at any moment.
& after that, i dont live by any rules.

if you're not willing to sound stupid,
then you dont deserve to be in love.

this past week has been it's own lifetime.
- losing a best friend.
- playing retarded mind games.
- being toyed with.
+ having faith in us.
+ 2 inMemory & LAO shows.
+ hanging out with old friends and new friends.
- getting a brain concussion. hah.
+ keeping up with my notebook.

my emotions have been everywhere
& i learn something new everyday.
life is truely a one of a kind.

people put on stupid facades.
people are backstabbers, liars, & hypocrites.
people are oblivious with the facts that are right in their faces.
people are naive.
people run away from their problems.
people like me are deeply in love.

i have learned one amazing lesson from all of this though.
the one i truely care about has no faith in me
& that hurts me like a bitch.
i just want him to believe in me.
like TRUELY believe in me
& never let that faith go.




equals






i'll always have faith in you, my love.