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As this whole situation continues. I tend to become more and more embarrassed that the situation ever occurred. Amy and mines conversation has become short and akward. Who knows where this will eventually turn out. Ive been hanging out with the old friends agian from the wood, and Richard of course is still trying to set me up with Jen. Im not stopping him either. Why? I have no idea. Its hard for me to even talk to Jen. Only because of the situation I am facing right now is rotting my brain. My plane ticket is non refundable and non transferable, however my hotel reservations is refundable. I just LOST 351 dollars. But, Amy said she's paying half. I dont see that happening. Everything, is starting to make me mad, yet i am so embarrassed that i just want to sit in a corner alone and cry. Why do i put myself in these situations.. I best go back to my original plan and ask my friends for advice. Im going to die unhappy and embarrassed, and i never get embarrassed.