nervous...

Oct 10, 2005 10:25

Well, I am sitting at work right now waiting for 12:30 to come around when I get to leave. I am leaving early because I have a job interview today at a health supplies PR firm. I am not really sure why, but I am really nervous. It's not like I need the job because I am secure here at this job until May when grad school starts, but this sounds like a great job for me at it pays... $17/hour!!! I don't know what that means to anyone else, but in Rachie-land, that is huge. So, wish me luck!

On a less anticipatory note, I am really disappointed in something. I had no idea this was the response I was going to get, or not get I should say. I could not have predicted this, but I can honestly that "no answer" is hurting worse than a "no" answer, if that makes any sense. I would have thought my feelings and dignity would have meant a little more than that, but I guess not. I was expecting the worst, but I certainly wasn't expecting nothing at all. Colleen says use it to my advantage, but I can't. It just hurts my feelings that I wasn't worth even a response letting me know I didn't have a chance. And of course, as I sit at work typing this, "You and Me" by Lifehouse comes on.

Let's hope this f*cking interview goes well because I need something to smile about.

p.s. Tonight is Texas Chainsaw Massacre. The scary movie report card shall be updated shortly thereafter!

I hope everyone had a good weekend!

xoxo
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