as fall fades to winter

[ghetto_gephetto]

I start to realize how much love isn't around the world. but then I see how much there is also. it's so confusing.

do you find it wrong that a best friend dates an ex boyfriend?

I don't really find that wrong...just...weird. I don't know what it is. For some reason, I can't seem to think that my best friend really cares about me, if she dates my ex. Like, I know that she loves me and does care, but then my conscience is saying something to me, but I can't read it. Or maybe it's my heart trying to tell me, "DON'T BE FRIENDS WITH HER YOU STUPID IDIOT."

I really can't seem to figure that out.

I have been really happy lately, until I discovered how many people don't like me. WELL fuck them. hahaha.

no, I've been happy. but that does bother me when people don't seem to like me, especially when they don't know me. that's annoying, isn't it?
ahhh well. I know I have better people in my life than them. so whatever.

anyways. I am going to be a ladybug for Halloween. not as creative as I would of liked it to be, but you know. ahh well.

ahh well.
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HA

well. winter is here.