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Sometimes I'm surprised by how nicely things are going right now.
We're doing midterm evaluations right now and everything seems to be in good order. I've been keeping up with my work for the most part. I don't know, I'm not even super stressed about doing homework/going to class. It's nice. I have missed a couple classes because everyone gets sick here so easily haha. I have an 8:30 tomorrow morning, which sucks a bit. But it's my Doc Studies class so I kinda love it lol.
I just made my first student film last week and was able to watch it today in class. It wasn't bad. I used my stuffed animal (Black and White Dog) instead of an actual person to do it lol. It came out pretty cute. The overall film quality wasn't too bad either. And on Tuesday I acted in Nick's film project. I feel like a real film student haha.
I've been hanging out with Nick a lot the past month. It's been really chill. And he always says something about how it's cute that I'm so short and stuff like that so I mean I'm pretty sure he's interested in me. I don't know if/when something more will ever happen but I really just like hanging out with him. Sometimes I think about how cool he is and then I think about how cool I am and we're equals. Or at least I tell myself that I'm pretty cool haha. I really like hanging out over at his house (Haswell) a lot in general. I just feel like I fit in over there better than at like Palm house. Which is the all girl house. And I like all of those people but yeah. I don't know. I feel pretty good with how my social life is here. It's so much better than at U Hart. I don't really party here which is a weird change. But ultimately a good change I think. I don't know, I'd rather smoke than drink hands down. Actually, the other night we were playing beer pong at Haswell and like everyone got written up basically. That was the first time I played bp all school year. And I won my first game, just saying. But I don't know, I mean I don't really miss Hartford parties. Sometimes I miss Hartford. But like, not the way things were when I left or how they'd be now. I miss freshmen year when Ashley, Alexa, Julian and I would hang out and smoke and play video games haha. I've been doing that with people here sometimes and it always makes me think of them. So I guess that's really what I miss about U Hart but things changed. And I changed.
I need a job though, but I'm getting a work study job soon so that should help. I still want to find a part time job in Downtown though. I need to start saving money for an apartment for next year or else I'll be properly fucked this summer. I'm really really excited to live here all the time. If all goes well (with finding a job/apartment) I'll probably just live here over the summer and work and maybe/hopefully take summer classes. I just want to be here all the time, but luckily I won't have to go home for another month. October break was a bit of a wake up call. I went home and didn't really do anything. It was just like being stuck at home the last year. And on the ride back up to Burly my dad and I got into one of the biggest fights ever. We like screamed and I cried for like an hour. It was awful. I mean, things are "fine" now. But it's never going to stay that way.
We're doing midterm evaluations right now and everything seems to be in good order. I've been keeping up with my work for the most part. I don't know, I'm not even super stressed about doing homework/going to class. It's nice. I have missed a couple classes because everyone gets sick here so easily haha. I have an 8:30 tomorrow morning, which sucks a bit. But it's my Doc Studies class so I kinda love it lol.
I just made my first student film last week and was able to watch it today in class. It wasn't bad. I used my stuffed animal (Black and White Dog) instead of an actual person to do it lol. It came out pretty cute. The overall film quality wasn't too bad either. And on Tuesday I acted in Nick's film project. I feel like a real film student haha.
I've been hanging out with Nick a lot the past month. It's been really chill. And he always says something about how it's cute that I'm so short and stuff like that so I mean I'm pretty sure he's interested in me. I don't know if/when something more will ever happen but I really just like hanging out with him. Sometimes I think about how cool he is and then I think about how cool I am and we're equals. Or at least I tell myself that I'm pretty cool haha. I really like hanging out over at his house (Haswell) a lot in general. I just feel like I fit in over there better than at like Palm house. Which is the all girl house. And I like all of those people but yeah. I don't know. I feel pretty good with how my social life is here. It's so much better than at U Hart. I don't really party here which is a weird change. But ultimately a good change I think. I don't know, I'd rather smoke than drink hands down. Actually, the other night we were playing beer pong at Haswell and like everyone got written up basically. That was the first time I played bp all school year. And I won my first game, just saying. But I don't know, I mean I don't really miss Hartford parties. Sometimes I miss Hartford. But like, not the way things were when I left or how they'd be now. I miss freshmen year when Ashley, Alexa, Julian and I would hang out and smoke and play video games haha. I've been doing that with people here sometimes and it always makes me think of them. So I guess that's really what I miss about U Hart but things changed. And I changed.
I need a job though, but I'm getting a work study job soon so that should help. I still want to find a part time job in Downtown though. I need to start saving money for an apartment for next year or else I'll be properly fucked this summer. I'm really really excited to live here all the time. If all goes well (with finding a job/apartment) I'll probably just live here over the summer and work and maybe/hopefully take summer classes. I just want to be here all the time, but luckily I won't have to go home for another month. October break was a bit of a wake up call. I went home and didn't really do anything. It was just like being stuck at home the last year. And on the ride back up to Burly my dad and I got into one of the biggest fights ever. We like screamed and I cried for like an hour. It was awful. I mean, things are "fine" now. But it's never going to stay that way.